SuJu-ism

I have officially become obsessed.
With what, you ask.

Super Junior!

What is Super Junior?
It's a Korean boy bands comprising of 13 members.

13?!?
Yeah, 13. Don't worry there's a band coming up with 20 members. 13 is nothing.

Super Junior is just wayyy too awesome.
They can sing, dance and since they're Korean, they're just so adorable! Like puppies :D

I like Lee Donghae the best because he's an awesome dancer and in my opinion, the most adorable thing ever!

If you have any questions about them, feel free to ask.

Some of their songs which you should check out-
Dont Don
No other
Bonamana
Super Girl
It's you
Happiness
Miracle

A world of Darkness

Every single person on this planet..."EARTH" has a black heart..
No matter WHAT religion you are.
The mindset is "Why should I help. Screw it,"
It should be "Why shouldn't I help? I'm here for a purpose"
But NOOOOOOOO
People just have to think ONLY about themselves (I need this. I need that. I'm too cool for him/her.) and then ask God "Why me?" when you land in the shit.
MAKE UP YOUR BLOODY MIND.
YOU CAN'T HAVE EVERY-BLOODY-THING YOU WANT.

Reality check.
You can pull people down to take yourself up now but in the long run what you did here will not matter at all.
So Good luck screwing yourself to eternal damnity,

Even though I think, "Why should I give a shit for people who pull me down."
I  revert it back to "Be patient. Be a good person. In the end I'll be with God and these people will be partying in hell."
And what a party it will be.

Every body wishes for "world peace"
Well keep dreaming because at the rate all of you are going only "World Hate" is going to exist.
YOU ARE A MISERABLE PERSON.

Sun, sand, surf and rain

Yes, I was in paradise.

A paradise rediscovered.

Once called Kalapani, it is now a tourist destination.

Where, you ask?

Andaman and Nicobar.

India's private little paradise.

Beaches with CLEAN, white sand...yes, they were pristine.

The water was blue as the sky. Different shades of blue, in fact. Mesmerizing beauty.

That's the only thing that can define it.

So basically, I landed in Port Blair on Monday afternoon after a 6 hour flight via Calcutta. The entire place was about 5km long so it wasn't long before we reached the Fortune resort. And I can tell you, I have NEVER been to a place so beautiful. The entire structure made of wood and it was eco-friendly. The entire thing was based on saving the environment.

My room had an amazing view of the ocean and by night we could see the lighthouse's light dancing on the ocean.

We saw the light and sound show in the cellular jail...it was sad to know that Indian freedom fighters were exiled and put through so much pain and torture just because they had the guts to stand up to the Britishers and their whack rule (no offence)

On Tuesday, we visited couple museums and spent the rest of the day inside.

On Wednesday, we left for the island Havelock by speedboat. My mom, sister and me all felt seasick. But it lasted 90 minutes instead of 3 hours which it would've taken if we went by a normal boat or ferry.

In Havelock, we stayed in Silver Sand Resort and we had our own cabin and it was so mazing!

Well furnished, plenty of nature and it's own private beach. Yes, I know you're jealous but keep reading.

We picked up some shells and coral from the white sand of the resort.

The next day, we returned to Port Blair and spent the evening recovering from sea sickness.

On our last day in Andaman, that is Friday we took a ferry to Red Skin island where we enjoyed a ride in a glass bottom boat and snorkelling. Both activities revealed the life of the ocean inhabitants. Different kind of coral and deep blue coloured clam embedded in it. Varieties of fish and sea urchins and unidentifiable things.

On Saturday, we returned home. As much as fun Andaman was, it was good to be back home.

Yes, home sweet home.

Enemy

Everything seems to be going good
So happy that it's like your high
Only everything is going to come crashing down
Look at the misery I have found.....................
One step forward, a hundred back
Why is it always the same?
To be lied to and to lie and
constantly shrouded with shame
Always blamed
Thousands of accusations came..........
They ask me to understand,
will they be ignorant too?
Dark power emanates from you
Cursed wretched fools
For I will not take this
not now not ever,
You have changed my life...........
What may happen let it come
It's where my misery's from
Tired of fighting, tired of crying
Left so blue and numb......................

Yes, the chips will fall where they may
For my revenge I will pray
I am waiting for that day
Try to keep my hatred at bay
I will watch you fade away
When I'm on the top what will you say?
Will you be filled with dismay?
You will become a petty display
I'll watch your cadaver decay!

Blackened by betrayal
Darkened by your lies
When will I fall into oblivion?

Dance workshop

Hey guys,

So, summer vacation is going on.

And my dance workshop.

After two months of working my butt off, I'm in the second row behind two tall people.

It's as if the whole point of the workshop's gone...my main aim was to GAIN stage presence.

Apparently I LOST it.....sigh.

Anyway, we're performing this Saturday....wish me luck...maybe somebody will SEE me. I feel so invisible.

I've been lazy and haven't written more of my story, but I did write a poem. I'll put it up.

Oh guess what! About two weeks ago I got new phone...but it's been bad luck since then.

My sim card took a week to activate and it's still not working properly. It doesn't recognize incoming phone numbers. So now I have no idea who calls me or leaves me missed calls. Damn!

A lifetime to remember- CLIP 2

Reminder- Even though the main has my name, she does NOT look like me. She is around 5ft 4in, has shoulder length straight black hair and is petite.
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It was that day agin. The day of bad luck, the day I hate the most. The days that ALWAYS sucks....my birthday. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a depressed emo type but things just go wrong on my birthday.

Last year my boyfriend and my BROTHER forgot my birthday and the year before that only my two best friends remembered my birthday. So nobody can blame me if I preferred to be alone today. But this time, my birthday was not home, not in India....this year it was in the place I was residing, America.

Today I got up to Ash's voice. That stupid boy woke me up to wish me. Yes, I'm calling my boyfriend stupid. I pretended that I didn't know. I was too tired to act anyway. Next Eshita came barging in. I was practically half dead and being passed onto one person to the other as if I was a rag doll. The Alex strolled in, "Uhh, what's going on?"
Ash replied, "It's Zoe's birthday."
Then I was passed on to an apprently amused Alex. "Happy Birthday Zoe"
I answered in a sleepy/zombie-ish voice, "You guys done?" I didn't even wait for an answer. I just lay down on the floor and was almost asleep again. Ash carried me back to my room.

The rest of the day was normal, thank god. By now you must realize that I'm not exactly too keen on celebrating my birthday. I had my training, then Eshita and I hanged out, later the four of us went to the mall for some reason.

Around dusk, Ash and me took a walk on the beach. I was glad that no big production had been made. Now, we were heading back.

I had just picked up a glass curio from the repair shop. It broke thanks to Jake. It belonged to my mom. "Zoe, you're acting like this is a normal day"
I didn't turn to look at him, "It IS a normal day"
"How many times do I have to say I'm sorry?", he said in an agonised voice.
I shook my head, "What is WRONG with you?"
"What is wrong with YOU?"
I was exaspertated and so was he.
"Ok, fine, forget it since you don't care about your own birthday"
I whispered "thanks"

We walked up to my door and suddenly the hairs on the back of my neck stood up. Something was off about this whole scenario. I cringed back from the door and Ash bumped into me. "What's wrong?", he murmured in my hair. My hand was frozen on the knob.....He put his hand ove mine and opened the door.
"SURPRISE!!"

I had a look of shock on my face...I found Eshita's face in the crowd, she mouthed sorry...
I started to become dizzy....I had taken my insulin shot in the afternoon and was feeling drained in any case...that's when I started to hyperventilate.

I dropped the curio and slowly backed out and then I started running.."Zoe! Zoe!!"
I ran and ran until I reached the beach, about a mile from my house. I fell on the sand and tried to catch my breath.

I searched for the cave. Thank God beaches aren't cold at night. I stumbled into the cave and fell to my knees and burst out crying. This was so unfair. Three birthdays in a row, ruined. Maybe they meant well, but this day was supposed to be what I want. I fell asleep in the cave, into a half concious sleep.

The gate opened. I thought it was really hard for them to open the realm gate...they must have found out somehow. Caleb carried me to my room. I was aware of Carrie and Felicia's presence as well, but I just wanted to escape reality. Caleb joined hands with the both of them and the hummed something. After that I feel into a deep sleep. When I wake up next, it won't be my birthday, the day that always sucks. It won't be the day of bad luck or the day I hate the most.

A tribute to true love

For every little tear drop that you cry for me

Makes me want to be with you for all eternity

Every time I see your smile

I want to smile with you

Every time I see you there

I know my love is true

For all the times you have kissed me sweetly

Makes me want to love you so completely

You're the one who holds me up

and never lets me fall

And by your magic I am lost

But yet I am enthralled.

For all the times you held me in your magical embrace

Makes me want to hold on and kiss your beautiful face.

You are my every happiness

You are my never my sorrow

I know your love will exist on the morrow.

You are my every pleasure

You are my durability

I know your love brings life stability.

You mean the world to me,

I'll never let it go

And I know for sure

That our love will grow

Nothing will come between true love

Friends with Miss Suicide

Hey guys, this is a song I wrote

Originally it was just a title and I didn't think I'd ever actually write the song

but my ex-guitar teacher blackmailed me to write it...

so here goes -

Friends with miss suicide

1)She says I've never felt this way before
It was okay back then
But now she's all sore
To hear those words was the last thing I wanted


Ch: But she said
All those words
And they sounded so wrong
She wish she could be strong
But they're tearing her down
And now,
I'm friends with Miss Suicide


2)It was really hard to believe
What she said to me
What could she achieve
When all she wanted to do was die?


Ch: But she said
All those words
And they sounded so wrong
She wish she could be strong
But they're tearing her down
And now,
I'm friends with Miss Suicide


Br: What has happened to all the happiness?
There's a sense of abjectness
And now she feels alone, scared and forgotten
Is she really so forgotten?
It's hard being friends with Miss Suicide

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So how is it?

Gomen minna!

Hey guys, I know I haven't updated my blog in a really really long time

and I'm super duper sorry......I can't help it..I'm lazy.....

Ok, I'll definitely try to update it often

A lot has happened.....

I stopped my guitar classes...

10th grade really sucks...my social life is officially over...

I left the band too.... :( I want to be in the band bad but I'm doing a favour to a good friend...

Paradigm Shift is taking up losers in my place.... literally :(

I will never give up dancing though....no sir-ry

That will not happen.....

Workshop next month...

Pray that we'll get Hairspray!

I saw some new movies over these months...

Tell me what y'all think about

1- Avatar

2- Alice in Wonderland

3- Percy Jackson and the lightning thieves..

Hope to hear from you guys.....

Goodnight! xoxo

Long time, no see.

Or should I say long time, no post?

Well, a lot has happened.

My third term exams start next week . I'm still in elementary, which is sad , for me.

I might get transferred and that is just too horrible because I'll have to leave the dance academy I'm in and start all over again in some whack joint or something.

I'll update my blog better once the exams have gone up. Promise. I'll add some scenes from my story as well.

Sayonara

Updates

Christmas is over. Ok, I know. Big duh

School's started. Annual day is on it's way. and we're dancing to the fire dance. Yay! great. NOT.

Exams are coming up. Hope i don't flunk.

Great news, I started my new journal, a.k.a continued writing my story.

Today, 16 Jan '10, I burnt my finger doing my sis's project.

I'll continue later, I'M BORED of typing. Apparently

Crush part 5

OK, The competition is over.