Enemy

Everything seems to be going good
So happy that it's like your high
Only everything is going to come crashing down
Look at the misery I have found.....................
One step forward, a hundred back
Why is it always the same?
To be lied to and to lie and
constantly shrouded with shame
Always blamed
Thousands of accusations came..........
They ask me to understand,
will they be ignorant too?
Dark power emanates from you
Cursed wretched fools
For I will not take this
not now not ever,
You have changed my life...........
What may happen let it come
It's where my misery's from
Tired of fighting, tired of crying
Left so blue and numb......................

Yes, the chips will fall where they may
For my revenge I will pray
I am waiting for that day
Try to keep my hatred at bay
I will watch you fade away
When I'm on the top what will you say?
Will you be filled with dismay?
You will become a petty display
I'll watch your cadaver decay!

Blackened by betrayal
Darkened by your lies
When will I fall into oblivion?

Dance workshop

Hey guys,

So, summer vacation is going on.

And my dance workshop.

After two months of working my butt off, I'm in the second row behind two tall people.

It's as if the whole point of the workshop's gone...my main aim was to GAIN stage presence.

Apparently I LOST it.....sigh.

Anyway, we're performing this Saturday....wish me luck...maybe somebody will SEE me. I feel so invisible.

I've been lazy and haven't written more of my story, but I did write a poem. I'll put it up.

Oh guess what! About two weeks ago I got new phone...but it's been bad luck since then.

My sim card took a week to activate and it's still not working properly. It doesn't recognize incoming phone numbers. So now I have no idea who calls me or leaves me missed calls. Damn!